guess what... my finger is broken... yeah.... it means.... it means.... i cant go to worrrrrkkkkkkk!!!!!! UUURRAAYYYY!!! hahahaha i love my finger XD im off this weekeeeeeeeeeendd yeeeeeees!!!
well, i went to snowboard with friends... one of them... was doing the stupid trying to scare me... so he came so fast to me snowboarding... he couldnt stop... so... he crashed wiht me !!! >0< it was so hurting lol
i went to "sol" to spend the end of the year haha i dunno how to say, its so famous place in madrid, everyone goes there to eat grapes XD its funny .. but... many people...
essie cameeeeeeee to visit meeeeeeeee, ill put the pics i took, later. i feel lazy now
heyyyyyyyyys long timeeeee, well, im here !! today was strange day... the bodyguard of the hospital im working for, called me at 12 pm... i was sleeping cause i came from work at 9 pm... well, so he was crying telling that his gf (another nurse, my co-worker) cheated on him O.O !! this is a drama !!! o.O !! i was trying to cheer him up, its so hard tho... =_= poor him...
i was afraid tho he was talking to me like if he doesnt wanna live any longer ... =____________= naaaaaaaaaaah but just my feeling, it didnt happen tho ^^ eveything gonna be ok i hope
OHHHHHHH !! i almost fogot !! A person who sees the future... how are they called ?? hmmm ... future-visionist?? haha astrology??he was reading my hand.... i dunno, anyways, one of that kind of persons told me today that.... i..... i.... i.... gonna get married at 35!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh !!!!!!!!! so olddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nooooooo!!! >""<
he told me also that my future husband gonna have kids already and then we will have more hahaha!! this is a shit...
and im gonna fly a lot in the future, he said, and im gonna die with many illness O.O !!! at 70 or so...
This is fucking shit, i dont want this lifeeeeeee i hope he is wronggggggggg pleaseeeeeeeeeeee fuck my future i dont want it !!! hahahahaha
thats me in my work
U cant see well my uniform cause i had cold so i wear something more, next time ill take another one better hahaha
Well, please, also... as i have nite shift i was so tired thats why i look tired.... see? i cant be cute all the time hahaha!! XD
~~~ Im so busy lately too... im sorries if someone talk to me by msn and i dont answer, im just not here but my pc is on, but ill be bit less busy from now !! yay!! cause i dont have to go to academy in xmas holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyysss hahaha i love xmas!!! but its better when u have bf... >_< haha!!
im 51 kg... and im 164 cm, i found that many girls are thinner than me.... well im not thin im just normal, i gained some kg in this year.... and i promise to lose them all hahahahaha
but one friend told me i must be 44 kg... >0< im so sad lol
ok, ill lose 6 kg, ill be ok being 45... haha but diets are so ... hard... im always hungry lol i gonna have a medical check soon so i cant do diet yet, cause if they found out i need to eat more.. hahaha
anyways, today, when i was walking in the street going to my home, a group of boys said to me : u have such a pretty face girl
aaaaaaaah it mades me happy cause i felt so ugly before hahaha it really cheered me up lol
i dont have so much to talk since i feel sad hahahaha
This is gackt camui, japanese singer, he is talented,
he really can play many instruments , he has such a goor sense for music, even he is not one of my fave singer,
but i must admit he is good at it.
So, i love the meaning of this song... so beautiful ::
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Kimi ni Aitakute
I Want to See You
Sung by: Gackt
Romanized and translated into English
kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute
mou ichido kono te o tsunaide hoshii
kono heya ni mada okiwasureta kimi no omokage o sagashiteiru yo
me o tojireba ima mo kimi ga soba ni iru you na ki ga shite
itsuka wa atarimae no you ni
wakare ga kuru koto wakatteita no ni
kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute
wasureru koto nante deki ya shinai kara
kimi ga mienakute nando mo kizutsuketa keredo
mou ichido kono te o tsunaide hoshii
deatta shunkan ni koi ni ochite omowazu kimi o dakishimeteita
sonna boku ni warainagara "baka ne" to karuku kisu o shite...
daremo ga deai to wakare no naka de
tashika na ai ni kizuiteiku
kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute
hajimete kimi ni atta hoshizora no shita de
kimi ni tsutaetai todokanai omoi demo
boku no kokoro wa mada kimi o sagashiteiru
itsuka wa atarimae no you ni
wakare ga kuru koto wakatteita no ni
kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute
wasureru koto nante deki ya shinai kara
kimi no tame nara sou kimi no tame nara...
mou ichido kono te o tsunaide hoshii
itsumo tsunaida te wa atatakakatta
-English translation-
I want to see you I want to see you more than anyone
Once more, I want you to hold my hand
I'm looking for vestages of your presence still left over in this room
If I close my eyes, even now I can almost feel you next to me
I always took it for granted
Even though I knew that we would part
I want to see you I want to see you more than anyone
I simply cannot forget about you
I cannot see you I've hurt you so many times, but
Once more, I want you to hold my hand
The moment we met, I fell in love and without thinking, I hugged you
You laughed at me and said "You silly" and gently kissed me...
From the time they meet until the time they part
No one realizes true love
I want to see you I want to see you more than anyone
The first time I met you underneath the starry sky
I want to tell you about the feelings that haven't reached you
My heart is still searching for you
I always took it for granted
Even though I knew that we would part
I want to see you I want to see you more than anyone
I simply cannot forget about you
If it's for you Yes, if it's for you...
Once more, I want you to hold my hand
Your hand held in mine was always warm
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i was so busy with work and academy >.< but today im off !! muahaha i took many pics in these days
The city where i born is so small, but so beautifull, really good beaches and wine and jamon!!! haha but it hasnt many places disco stuff. At least is full of cultures, many poets, singers,dancers, painters,... were from here, hmmm i guess cause is so relaxing place.. it makes u start to think so deep haha.
The people from the souht of spain is really diferent from the north , we have diferent ways to think haha i mean... north people are more serious... and estrict in someway, but south is more easy, i dont know how to explain it, maybe is just my feeling but i really think this. U could see this with ur own eyes if u come here hahaha
((those pics are from my native city and my room in cadiz))
eh...im so happy =D , i made many new friends at work and in the academy most of them are foreigners: chinese, italian, ecuatorian, holland,...its so interesting to change ideas with diferent cultures.
OMG but ... one of the teachers told me that i must speak in real castellano... cause im from south, we speak diferent like in the center of spain... its bit hard cause since i was child i speak like this...but ill try it hahaha i have no choice if i wanna pass the course
I GOT LOST !!! again.......i chosed the wrong bus....... hahaha!!!! but i called my friends and they picked me.... madrid is too big !!!
waaaaaaaaaaaah but im so busy... working at nite and study at morning at going to academy at afternoon... its really hard, my face is getting so tired !! i look like an old woman NOOOOOO NONONONOOOOO (=0=);;;
TSSS::: i took my guitar from my home in cadiz hehehe !!